she plays with pistols

People, people PEOPLE.

Sat, 16 May 2009 09:17:08 GMT

Hey people. I was wondering if you could help me fix up my journal. I also own le_cigarette. I didn't even know I had this journal haha. I know I have way to many. I kinda want to start over with a new one, those ones are my old life, and so on. So if someone could help me, cuz I don't know how to do anything, or if now a days you even have to do anything. I notice they have new things to change your fotnt and etc when you write an entry. Mhm, I'll check it out but if you know you have to add all those http or lppt shit haha I don't know, please write me, at le_cigarette. That's the one I've been writing in. and how do you delete journals?

Mon, 08 Sep 2003 20:37:22 GMT

So like , I think I'm going to use le_cigarette.. this one is kinda fruity.. I wanted it to be just maryjane, I might just get a new journal.. blah I don't know.

what do you think?

lord, why'd you take big kado

Mon, 08 Sep 2003 03:01:17 GMT

I've been with kevin since friday, it's been a fun weekend, sitting around passing out, smoking weed, rolling cigs, woo it's been a blast. yes yes it has.

Hung out with craig last night, I kept falling asleep while he was talking to me, but holy I was so burnt.

I feel fatter than ever right now, I'm such a fuckhead.. I was doing good I lost like 5 pounds, and than kevin made me eat, and now I've just been eating whatever.. So starting tomorrow again, back to no junk and tons of water.. I don't think tomorrow i'm even going to eat at all tomorrow or the next day, just to get down to where I was a few days ago.. and hopfully I'll get these shakes right away and start drinking them acutally yeah i'm not going to eat till I get those shakes, I hope I can do it, and yeah i'll work out, but i'm sick right now so whateva.

KATLIN YOU A RETARD, so she meets arrol and goes out with him, next night fucks him, what I think is she's moving a little to fast, all she wants is sex or something to do with a dick in your snatch.

Kevins moving into he's own place, in 2 weeks, he's quiting school to go to work, which is alright, but he won't have much money seeing with rent and shit, but I don't think.. we'll be happy. I wish I could move in with him now, but now we can fook without he's ma'ma yelling pervert when we're about to do it.. so it should be alright. Kevin wants nikki to start coming over to he's place too, why because he likes to see 2 girls touch eachother, he's such a cute pervert. I love him so much aw <3

school tomorrow, SUCK ASS.. I think we get out early though, so that's alright, and I'm not doing gym, i'm going to try not to do it all week, i'm just saying i'm sick with my diease, and I might not go to school on tuesday or wensday, because schoolo sucks, and yeah I really don't feel good.

aw I wanan go to bed, I feel so fat, and I just wish I was all skinny and stuff, I hate working at things that are like so hard, what i've been trying to lose weight for like 6 months, and of course me smoking pot dosen't help, but I really hope once I get these shakes, i'll stay on them and acutally start losing weight, please prey for me again <3

I hope I can get high at school tomororw with heather, I need to start getting high at school maybe it would be alittle more interesting, kevin gave me a gram for school on monday but yeah we smoked it lol, shitty.

old school

Sat, 06 Sep 2003 23:38:13 GMT

I stayed over at kevins last night, but I barley remember much, I was like so fucking baked.. we smoked alot, well not really it was just really good weed, I'm going back there in a few hours, I'm just washing some clothes for him and i'm going to get ready, i'm so tired. I don't know what we're doing tonight, I feel gross, I ate alot.. pizza last night, and peanut butter and crackers today, stupid kevin always eating. skinny freak.

I started a nutridrink today, It taste really good, it's a meal replacement, I hope it works.. I have one left, but i'm drinking these 2 I have before I get anymore, just to see how they work, and so far so good, I just drank it and i'm full.. so I think I might start drinking these at lunchies at school, and maybe have a meal at supper, but if these shakes get me losing some weight, I'll drink them for lunch and supper.. woo.. I hope it works.

Kevin woke me up at 7am to get fucking high, like wtf.

I tried rolling a jointo, but yeah of course it didn't work.

Fri, 05 Sep 2003 23:38:59 GMT

so thank god it's friday.. schoolo sucks killer ass.

fuck kevin, I waited for him for like an hour, so he gets here and says he has to go to oxbow to get he's fucking drugs, so nooow I gotta wait for another hour, i'm mad. wtf
oh thanks kevin for leaving me not even a half a pack of smokes. love you lots. pfff

my dad is like super gay, he was being a model with he's wal-mart shirts.

haha my dads like, how do you know if the drug dealer will be home when kevin gets there, haha dad your so great... haha I told my dad to sell weed, and he's totally thinking about it, good stuff.

i'm so going, i'm upset with cute kevin.

Thu, 04 Sep 2003 21:38:30 GMT

kevins coming over to smoke weedo.

go drink a bottle of yourself.

Thu, 04 Sep 2003 00:38:36 GMT

I was so tired this mouring, arg.. I got ready and katlin came and got me, school was alright today, went kinda slow, but kinda fast. Math was fun, I sat next to Jade ( cutest boy eva ), and he wrote me a note and we passed back and forth, and I copied he's work, he's so cute, we've been pretty good friends for awhile now, so it was fun yay!

haha A teacher asked me if I wanted to get suspended today, it was funny, I was walking down this path thingy, and some fag ass teacher, was like.. what are you doing, jes says : i'm smoking, teacher: give me that, jes : alright.. (teacher throws it ).. so I keep walking and I'm like not that far from katlins sisters car, and he stops and says.. are you smoking again, and I'm like uh huh haha, and he's like PUT IT OUT. i'm like Holy ok i'm just walking to my car, he's like Do you want to get suspended i'm like.. not really muhaha. He's a fag.
I mean, if we can smoke during lunch and shit, I don't see why we can't smoke while we're walking to our cars, fucking rules.

I just periced my middle lip again, it hurts.. but I got some cute spikes, so I wanted to wear them, and I got a black tounge ring, finally.. and a 0 g for my ear, but it won't go in.. anyone have any ideas.. I can't buy a 0 stretcher because.. no bling.. so help me.

2 more days than the weekend, arg.. I wish tomorrow was friday.

I started my diet again today, I've been good all day, now I'm just going to go work out, and I decied that I'll go for a bike ride everynight when I get home from kevins, should help me.. maybe (not)

Wed, 03 Sep 2003 04:49:21 GMT

i'm dreding school tomorrow.

( *dreding, did I spell that wrong)

shiit son, skool sucks.

Tue, 02 Sep 2003 22:14:45 GMT

School fucking sucks shit ass, It's so gay. Katlin picked me up at 8 45, and we drank some alky before school. I had lunch 3d so it was alight, an hour long, so we ate and drank some more.. went out for a smoke and looked for some weed. We drank some more, so I was kinda tipsy in my 4th. my art teacher is a fucking bitch, I have her last period, and yes I can't draw worth shit, and we have to sit there and draw and draw, fuck it. And I already have homework, I ain't doing it.. I might take it down to kevins but I don't know, homework can fucking lick my fat ass.

In like all my classes, I have gay ass people, it's going to suck ass so much. Kevins sister is in my gym class so that's cool. and kylies in my heath, and than I got some friends at lunch, so I don't know, I wanna go to kevins school So bad.

I'm so tired, I can barley keep my eyes open, fuck school omg.

jenna, god i love you <3

Tue, 02 Sep 2003 22:11:16 GMT

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Tue, 02 Sep 2003 04:12:09 GMT

Best 3 days ever.. I've slept over at kevins friday, saturday, and sunday, I just got home from there acutally I've been hanging around all day, it's SO nice being with him, oh my god he makes me so happy.

He shaved ALl he's hair off while I was sleeping because he got bored, he looks kinda funny but shh.. I still love him, It will grow back, I'm going to miss he's semi-shaggy hair, it was so cute.

We skronked more times in a day and a half than we did in like 2 weeks, it's been so fun <3.

Tomorrow, my god first day of school, I'm kinda scared, but I think katlin is picking me up at 8 45 with her sister, and we're drinking some alky before school, we're retards yes, but I mean who wants to go to school sober, not me beotch.

My antie is in the hospital in Regina again, she's really sick blah I hope she's ok.

Oh my god my mom came over to kevins tonight, and sat in the living room and talked about me and kevin having sexie, WTF!.. she's a crack head.

Katlins sisters my carpool too, it's going to be awesome, I hope I can start getting some weed with my lunch money.. it's gonna rule.

westside in this muthafucker

Sun, 31 Aug 2003 23:50:00 GMT

It's been the best week, me and kevin have been together all week and I spelt over 2 nights, I did again last night, dad even said yeah. It's been so awesome, waking up to him looking at me, and giving me a kiss before I can even open my eyes. It's been awesome, Last night we stayed up till 4am, smoking cigarettes and talking, it felt nice. We barley really talk about stuff (importantstuffanyways).

I'm suppose to be over at kevins right now babysitting but I wanted to come home and get ready, I'm going back there right away.. and i'm bringing some beer for me to drink., so I'll be all drunkassbabysitter. I even gotta babysit kevin, muhaha makes me smile <3.
I probably won't sleep over again, I'll come home at 12 and work out.. I'm getting so fat kevins been making me eat all this good shit.

Tysons Gone to Swift current, to live with my cuzin, they've only been dating what, 2 weeks and their living together now. It was sad watching him go this afternoon, he's mom was crying I just wanted to give her a hug, and I'm so going to miss him too, I was just finally getting to know him, and being friends wtih him, I'm SO going to miss getting high with him, goodtimes goodtimes.

I better get going and getting ready, I'm suppose to be there in 15fuckingminutes and I'm still without panties.

LODI DODI WE LIKES TO PARTY

Sat, 30 Aug 2003 22:35:49 GMT

Last night was crazy, I slept over at kevins.. I told dad I was meeting up with kylie at 11 and that I was staying at her place. everything went smooth. Even though kev fell alseep at 2am, and I was wanting to stay up till 4 cuddling and kissing, but it's alright.. I made him have to change he's boxers MUHAHA.

I'm just going to go get ready.. I'm going back to kevins.. staying the night again, he's mom is totally fine with it, which is way cool but she won't shh about having sex, and me having babies, so I don't know, maybe tongiht we can do what we wanted to do for a week now.. but it's nice being with him for the night, and going to sleep beside him and waking up seeing he's cute cute ass face. omg

but I smell.

Smoking weed all night, hopfully (preys)

Thank god for craig, he came over to kevins today around 11, and smoked a bowl with us, i'm so glad, I haven't got high in like 3 days lol, It was killing me, thanks craig.

but I smell.

bye.<3

Fri, 29 Aug 2003 19:57:39 GMT

Ahh, I don't know what to do, Me and kevin have been waiting all week for tonight so we can get giggy wit it, but theres a show and I haven't been to a show ALL summer, and megan really wants to see me there.. I don't know what to do, I'm planning on sleeping over at kevins house, if I can get a ride and megan said she could probably give me one, arg I don't know what to do ( asks joshua ). I don't know.. I'll talk to kevin, I don't even know if I'll have anyone to go with seeing the only person i've been with all summer was kevin and none of my friends so, I'll see.

School starts in 5 fucking days, and I have gym first class, and if that fucking teacher says I have to go it, I'm saying fuck that.. because I can't do that shit, but I guess on the first day you don't really do anything at all, just talk. so whatever.

Anna dear, I love you.

Fri, 29 Aug 2003 18:58:38 GMT

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SWEET JESUS.

Thu, 28 Aug 2003 23:26:46 GMT

I went to the doctor, and got the doctor to make out a sheet where I can get a blood test, so after like an hour oh god, me and my ma'ma went to the hospital and we both got our blood taken, she had to try both my arms. Than me and my ma stopped by her house and I saw the cats aw so cute. and than we came back here me and ma sat in my bathroom and she watched me shave, she kept asking me if I had the erg, like what the fuck mom thanks for bringing it up.

My dads weird and asked me why I had a hickie on my tit, first of all it isn't on my tit, and he shouldn't be a perv ( oh and he asked me if kevin wanted to suck on he's tit? like hello, whos gay)

I acutally did my workout today, and I'm planning to do it tomorrow too, and I got a meal plan thing with the foods I can eat, so I started that tonight for supper, so I hope I start losing weight.

My boyfriend likes snoopdogg, oh god.

Alright, so I don't think I have to take gym THANK GOD, because it was first class, and what would I do if my hair got wrecked, omg omg omg.

Thu, 28 Aug 2003 22:56:50 GMT

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carry my pistol when I walk da streets.

Thu, 28 Aug 2003 06:27:37 GMT

I'm such a dumbcunt, I came home from kevins and ate ate ate, why am I such a fuck.. I guess starting again tomorrow, I don't know how many times i've started over and over again, but when I work out tomorrow I'm really going to try, and I'll start walking, and I'm not going to eat anything but carrots, until I find out what exactly I can eat, so woo.

6 more days till fucking highschool, I so don't wanna go, all the kids.. I'm going to be a total outcast, and of course my nicname is going to be stoner, It's going to be better once I pass grade 10, than I can drop out, I mean my dad only got he's grade 9 so he told me if I got one grade more than him, I can drop out at 16, and of course my birthday is at the start of school, so I'll be outta there.. but this year it's going to suck so bad. but maybe not.

I got kevin the greast hickie tonight, I'm so proud of it.

I never went to heathers tonight, I wanted to stay with kevin, oh god he was suppose to buy me flowers today, but the place was closed, I bet I would have cried. holy

Friday, me + kevin = hotsweatysexomg.

Oh and yes me and kevin are getting some tats together, I want to get a K with a half a <3 on my wrist, and he's getting a J with the other <3, it's going to be so cute, I think I'll email katlin and see if we can go get her tat darker sometime this week and I'll get that one, aww it's going to be so cute <3.

I can't wait till I can start working out tomororw, I'm so fat :(

i love you maryjane.

Wed, 27 Aug 2003 23:03:05 GMT

I got up at 12:14, I wish I could have slept lonley, but I had to go to the school today, so I got up blah blah blah ate soup found a eyelash in it, and katie came and got me, We went to the school, I went and had a smoke with heather and some other girls right when I got there. I saw some kids I haven't seen for 2 months, aw I saw kylie, she's so cute.. I was glad to see her, We have some classes together but nothing big. I got all my papers and my lock, It took me like 20 minutes to finally get it open, went to my locker, it's so shitty it's like falling apart, arrrg. Me katie and morgan went around the school and kate showed me where all my classes are, like I remember but I don't know, I don't even wanna go to school tuesday, I'm scared and fat. but yes schools a drag.

I'm waiting around for kevin to call, I wanna see him so bad, but I feel so fat today, it's driving me nuts.

I'm going to start working out tomorrow, I know i've said that like a MILLION times, but com'on I mean, schools starting and I haven't lost a pound, so I'm going to start tomorrow, and me and my antie and angie are going to start walking everynight, which helps ALOT. I still need to get my food under control, but I hope I lost weight before school ends, muhah I have a year. I acutally wanna have lost 20 pounds by my birthday, so I got 3 months almost. ( wish me luck, again)

I'm going over to heathers tonight, probably to smoke a few joints, I hope it's just me and her.. I'm going over there at about 10 30, I hope kevin calls right away so I can aleast have 5 hours with him.

ME AND HEATHER HAVE LUNCH TOGETHER THIS YEAR, IT'S GONNA BE SO COOL, LET'S GET HIGH HIGH HIGH. of course we're going to get high.

Arg, I feel so fat today, I'm not going to eat supper because I feel SO huge, blah.

this fatty is leaving.

p.s bury me a mother fucking G.

p.s.s, if ANYONE knows any easy workouts that WORK good, please tell me <3

Wed, 27 Aug 2003 18:33:58 GMT

theres a flippin eyelash in my super cool soup.

me and my girlfriend doing 85 when we ride

Wed, 27 Aug 2003 06:38:30 GMT

I'm so much in love with kevin, it's driving me nuts, he's all I think about it, he's always there.. I always wanna see him , hear him, touch him.. I always wanna be where he is, I'm like a love sick puppy. He's made me so happy ahh he drives me crazy, and the way he kisses me, our lips locked together so tight, omg it's sooooooo crazy. I don't know what i'm going to do, I think i'll ALWAYS be with kevin, no matter what. I guess he plans on marrying me which I KNOW will happen, because I love him and we're going to be a baby girl and name her Mary jane. ( jane the middle name of course ).. haha I'm such a stoner, the name was my idea, I don't care I think it's cute, I would have died for the name maryjane. Brittanys alive, I'm guessing you alreay knew that, I called her, It was nice to hear her voice again, I've missed her so much, but I don't really need my friends, I guess that's kinda bad to say.. but I have kevin and he's the only person I really wanna see, ahh, why can't he be here. A nice girl I did meet today, i'm not sure of her name but she seems sweet, she wants to get to know me I guess, I'm just a stoner.
I just wanna see kevin, so so so much. Oh yeah and tonight I was sitting here eating cereal adn my middle lip ring's ball fell over and I ate it lolsome how I did, so now I only have a corner pericing, I kinda like it without the middle. I'm so fat.

..lame ass entry.

and I always thought maryjane was happy.

Wed, 27 Aug 2003 05:33:44 GMT

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i've been meaning to call you, i've just been so busy

Tue, 26 Aug 2003 23:50:55 GMT

I went and got katlin and went ot the mall for fucking school supplies, It was kinda fun. Katlin stole me some eyeliner and I stole myself some cover up, owe owe so bad.

Tomorrow I'm going to the school with katie, and I'll get my classes and she'll show me where all my classes are, I'm sure that will help. I'll get lost anyways.. like I can remember shit anyways.

Well, I just wanted to tell you I stole from wal-mart, I'm going to kevins now, owe owe.

<3

try honestly.

Tue, 26 Aug 2003 19:23:25 GMT

Never went to the school today, no idea why not, No one woke my ass up, so whatever.

I'm going shopping around again today, get some more pants and fucking school supplies, arg I don't wanna go to school this year, I wish I could drop out.

Brittany never called me at lunch about the geetar, so I don't know if jess is buying it, I hope so I want the money!. Called brittany, and she's calling jes, so they might come over today and see it. god I hope I get some money.

I'm still so sick, I wanted to start working out today, but I'm in such bad pain, I might start riding my bike today at 12, but I don't know.

I don't know if I like my username, I wish it was just maryjane not maryjjane, I should have went with marryjane, omg I want it now =(.

Holy I just heard heather got chased by the po-po's, They had shrooms, and weed, and crack, holy heather I love her so. She never got caught though, holy if she did oh my god, that would have been crazy.

I write such pointless stories, i'm sorry

MAKE MONEY, TAKE MONEY

Tue, 26 Aug 2003 05:59:03 GMT

So I went to kevins, Mom didn't call me till about 7 asking if I was feeling better, I told her no and I was just up for supper , and I told her I didn't want to talk.

Tomorrow I gotta get up and go to the school, I'm going to go all gruby looking, muhaha It's gonna be great.

Some girls are coming over tomorrow too, I think jess is going to buy my geetar,I hope so, then i'll have 250, to buy smokes, jellwery for my face, and drugs, woo.

I'm going to go to bed before I eat all the food in my house.

goodnight,